hyeeeee ,,, im back :)))) u know what saya mkin comell hahahaha ,,, xbherrr..mmm we start with orange ,, grrrr so sad ,, he ,,,, me ,, biarlr ,, :( .. move on sjaaa hekhekehek ..but i miss him ... a lot .. so much ,, too much maybe heehhhe ,, i'll love him until i got boring ,,but when will i got boring ?? haaah .. soon maybe ..kn2 :) .. now holiday ,, 1 week after back to college ,, exam US2 for sem2 ,, omg ,, i've not studied yet ,, im not ready bebeh ,,yaaa in class we still didn't talk to each other ,, i mean orange ,, it's been 7 m0nths .. hohoho world record ahhhahah..

what else rrrr ,, mmm i'm gaining weight ,, oo nooo :((( ,, nvm ,, blik mktb i kurus blik ahhaha ...

orange n me end everything on june ,, bad starter for july ..i cried a lot gila2 that night ,, 30 june .. cry + a little laughter .. because i feel that i was so stupid to lick my spit back ,, grrr ... heehhhe maybe it is my fault ,, because everytime orange say ILY  i never replied to him ,, but it doesnt mean i dont love himm kn ,, nvm ,, let bygone be bygone <---- btul kh nie ??? hntammm ja lr ,,,

n to face the heartbroken moment ,, i've wrote lots of things in my phone's draft .. but i already delete all of it ,, i've read it many times ,, n it hurts ,, i cried more than i expected u kno ,, yaaa we end on 30 june kn ,, then the next day ,, i went to school dgn mta yg bngkak2 ,, grrr mcm bodoh kn ,,, huh he just dont deserve those tears ,,then on my birthday he text me lr knun ,, wishing me happy birthday ,, blablablabla ,, that night i also cried ,, idiot .. idiot .. idiot ..

but he's not that bad , it's only me who is childish i thought , nvm .. later this feeling will disappear from time to time ,, just so he know that i miss him so much :')